Chapter 1 Part 2

Time passed, Wounds healed and i accept the two of them for how they were. However, Hearing that the guy wanted to take it to the next level, for being in a Love relationship with marly sorta tore open my healed wounds. I suppose i may act like i was over with my feelings for her, however who am i to lie to my heart?

Again, I swallowed the heartache which mixed with the ones i kept hidden before. However, Things didn't worked well for the two of them and never did i took that as a chance for me to try again. I saddened me to see her sad. It angered me to see what that guy did. I didn't know what to do to help. Instead i decided that all i could do at that point is to just be her friend.
And honestly, That's enough for me. Or so i thought.

Soon enough, We were hanging out together. We even went to the gym together. And i enjoyed every gym session with her. However, was it enough? Being just friends with her? I didn't felt like...well fuck it. We continued our gym sessions for a month, After Gym sessions, we would eat MacDonald's. Gym and Fatty Food Outlet afterwards x3 well soo long as i get to spend more time with her, I suppose it's enough for me at that point. I really didn't felt anything. I was happy just by being with her. Even though we weren't anything more then friends. I was happy.

That was before i introduced her to a job offer. I was excited for the fact that i study in the same class with her, I'm her Gym buddy and now i'll be working together with her. I thought about more ways of how i'd be able to spend more time with her. Our work duration was set from six to two in the morning. And of course there won't be any Trains and Buses in service after twelve midnight so, Our Company actually Sponsored us cab rides back home. I lives in Bedok Riservoir and she lives in Semei which we could share a cab together.

However her parent's would'nt allow her to get a job which would have her get back home late in the night. Which was why asked a Fellow driver if it would be possible to have a driver wait while i send her up to her apartment. Sadly, The answer was no. The Drivers would'nt want to wait for their Company Sponsored Passengers. So i asked another question. Would the Driver wait if i Bribe them with $5 dollars? And i was willing to pay five dollars for every days we would be going home together. It's a small price to pay to spend more time with her and what's more, i'm ensuring that she'll get back home safe.

However, We didn't really get the chance to work together just because the Supervisor fucked up. That was where the Misunderstandings between us came about.

Chapter 1 Part 1

She's Beautiful, Both inside and Outside. She been through a lot in her life however she still kept her head up high. I'm proud of her. I first met her when she joined the same class as me during our second week of school. That was..around 17th-21st of January of 2012. The First time i saw her was during a talk in the hall. I can't remember what that talk was about but boy can i remember how i felt when she was sitting in front of me. I fell for her in that instant, To this very second i hope that was love at first sight and not just me falling in love easily. Also at that time however, I knew she was in a different class and i felt like there was no chance i'm going to get to know her. 

Things changed for the better afterwards. She ended up joining my class for some reason and i was surprised. I told myself that I've to talk to her. So i gathered what courage i had at that time and walked to her. I was nervous and immediately with a fake serious face trying to hide my nervousness, I immediately asked her an Obvious Question. "Are you new her?" Gosh, That's right..what an idiot i was. I wanted to take my chances and talk to her as fast as possible and didn't thought of what i was gonna ask her.

Thing's could have been better. I could have welcomed her to the class and introduced myself. Instead, I was too nervous that i did neither of that and immediately walked away. Regretted that to this day and for the rest of my life. I also remembered trying to catch a view of her in class. She's Beautiful i admit and it was obvious from my feelings for her at that time that i was in love. But she was still a stranger to me. someone that just joined my class. I didn't know her name, her age, Where she lived, Where she used to study, What her hobbies are or even how her voice sounds like. I was looking at a stranger. But, She was a stranger that i fell for.

I ended up knowing her name when the Teacher was taking class attendance. Her name is Marlina. I like it, I love it and i adore it. It so happens that when i knew that name belonged to her, I became fond of that name, I was a kid in love. I don't care what i did at that point. I didn't cared about anything, All i cared about and dream about is to get to know Marly better. 

 

However, Things didn't really turned out like a fairy tale. I was too late. That still saddened me. 

Another guy did what i failed to do. He befriended her and she fell in love with him afew months later. I'm not a kind of guy who would just walked into a growing relationship and ruin it. I hid in the shadows and accept my failure and decided that i'll be able to handle the heartache.