Feb 13 (Such Love)

Today has been preety hectic i suppose. Well when hasn't it been when she's around? Molly is an Exciting person to be with. With her wacky personality. She's really..fun.

i got up early today at around 5am just so i won't be late. Caught the first bus to her place at 6:20am O_o" Yup. Waited under her void deck and thus walked to the MRT station while smoking my first stick. Seriously, It was 6:45am and that was my first stick. I would've smoked right after i left home but i didn't ;D i wanted my first stick while walking with Molly to really have a worth. For that one stick to really Mean something. Like a reward of Patience? x3 Somewhat idk.

But yea, i was told that while waiting for her, her mom and Dania saw me waiting for her Dx i didn't saw them! seriously! T^T could've greeted them. I'm preety sure i'd be able to know Dania when i see her but sadly, I didn't saw them. Well that's that. Molly's mom also asked her where i lived, And Molly told her i live in Bedok Reservoir. Her mom's response.."Sanghup die datang sini?" Translate that to English and it'll be "He'd trouble himself to pick you up from that far?"

Yes madam i don't mind ;) well if you ask me why. Truth be told, I kinda still love Molly. The love for her re-emerged. But whenever Molly asked (Which she obviously did) i told her a lie. I told her that she's a great friend of mine and i don't mind. Truth is..You know ;) i..i love her i suppose. But then again, i suppose it's still to early to say i truly love her since i'm only starting to get to know her. So i suppose for now, I have a crush for her and i care about her.

I wanna make her Happy. However i'll be able to accomplish that. I hope i will. If i can't then i suppose being friends with her wouldn't be that bad. though i know that won't be enough for this damned heart of mine to accept  with just being friends with her.

I didn't get the chance to ask her about her Wishlist. I have to ask her sooner or later. > 3>
She also did asked me about the Girls i hang out with. From the Pics she saw in my phone. I suppose the pictures of the girls close to me are Misa and Fadilla. She asked me why i didn't take my chances and try to date with them. aha in my mind i was like. "Because i'm in love with you dummy >:P. But then again, They're just friends. And..idk. Never felt that way about them. Well that's that. I don't feel that way about them. Molly's different however. I don't even know why i put in such efforts for her. I don't know myself anymore teehee. e__e